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I am feeling pretty excited about winter break coming up. Dare I say pumped? I am extremely excited for break and the New Year! I will be working an internship for Jane Dyer for congress (if everything starts coming in place),have the most worthless classes of yoga, tennis, British lit, and media lab, and this winter I’ll be working with middle school girls on a book called “set apart girl”, and basically sharing with them the  things I wish someone had shared with me.

That probably the highlight of what I’m anticipating. This past year I feel I have experienced a slew of emotions and had on hell of a year. I had someone I thought I loved and was engaged to for the most part, to being dumped and replaces, to finding someone else, to being dumped again. I began working through the emotions and digging through all that baggage to find: I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I mean men tell me I’m beautiful, I hear it all the time. But when you finally discover it on your own that you are beautiful and believe it. It’s honestly a joy and a peace thank I can’t begin to describe to you.

I want to show girls that they are beautiful and tell them the things I wish someone had explained to me. You don’t need a man to make you beautiful, I have been I and out of those. I’ve done thing that everyday I regret to make myself beautiful and irreplaceable to the men of my past just have it amount to nothing. I am so thankful that in this life there is grace and God for his abundant love to help me get passed the past. I feel called to serve and finally think I’m ready. I’m only twenty but I think I’m finally figuring it out.

 there’s a podcast for what i want to touch on.

http://setapartgirl.com/my-podcast/Entries/2009/4/1_Ladylike_Dignity.html